Sunday, July 12, 2009
things have gone into another stage le..
i've decided to view things in another point of view..
different from what i am in the past le..
but sadly, the outcome seems to be the same as before..
well, maybe tings are meant to be in this way..
however, i will still strive hard for what i want and..
with determination, i'll most probably achieved it de.
but will i be able to do it.. tats another problem..
for now, i'll keep to low profile again..
although the feeling kinda weird, but this seems to be the best way/idea i've thot of..
when u told me the answer,
theres nth much i could do or react,
i can only nod my head and say yeayea..
i dun wan to start another 'conflict'..
although this has been rather demoralising, but if thats ur choice, i respected it..
well, i just hope that the future will be better
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12:16 AM
Sunday, July 5, 2009
haix.. issit really tat difficult?
problems comes one after another..
today, i made a very huge and serious mistake..
that particular person shld noe hu ba..
i will not reveal the identity of tat person.. (mysterious)
after the incident.. i felt very guilty, sad, disappointed, bad, awkard, and sorry..
I'M REALLY VERY VERY VERY SORRY!!!
i didn't expect it to turn out this way..
haix.. but i really wan to know the truth and ur answer.. =X
haix.. if i knew things were to turn out this way, i would't haven even started the conversation..
haix.. my Common Test is just tml and yet i still have time to blog..
haix.. although the problem can say its already settled, i still feel very guilty, sad and awkard..
haix.. SO MANY QUESTIONS, YET NO ANSWER!!
haix.. I'M NEITHER HERE, NOR THERE!!
SHOULD I? OR SHOULD I NOT??
maybe i shld tink of these qns after my Common Test ba..
but these kind of qns are very distracting!! Buay Tahan ARGH!!
if possible, i'll like to time travel to the day when we first met..
21/06/2008.. HSC.. Saturday!!
hahas.. thinking of this day makes me rmb tat the inter-unit drill comp is almost here too le.
15 augest!! haix!!
haven really train yet!
hope this batch of nco will guide them and train them well..
okay.. i'll need to cont wif my studies for tml's ppr..
cya all!
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8:07 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009
SIBEI SIAN ARH!!!
COM SKILLS REALLY BORED ME OUT!!
TATS Y I'M HERE..
HAHAS..
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1:20 PM
Thursday, April 30, 2009
hi again!!
so random.. cos i now nth to do..
so eat finish nth to do come post..
hahas..
this few days have been weird for me..
i duno wad i'm feeling.. i'm BLUR!!
i'm thinking now whether shld i go left or right?
or maybe i shld just walk straight until i've reach a wall and must turn den i make my decision..
haix.
i'm in a tough and confused spot now..
when i see ur blog..
u always seem happy..
i'm glad for u..
hahas..
but some of them are just a mask over ur face..
dun always wear the mask, sometimes ur face wans to feel the sun's heat too..
for me.. things have been alright..
i cont to do things normally.. but sometimes wondering if i have made the right decision..
i told u before..
most of the decisions i've made..
i probably regret it..
but for now..
i haven...
but i'm wondering if i would in the future anot..
haix..
my life is such a mess...
for now..
i'll overcome wadeva theres in my way..
but it seems tat i've been overlook for some reason or another..
i'm not so sure abt tat...
anw..
yr 2 now..
more stress and tough den before..
MUST JIAYOU!!!
GUO XIAN GUO XIAN..
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!
(self entertaining..LOL)
okay..
i guess only a few would see this post ba...
since my blog is alr so rusty le..
byebye..
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8:21 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
hey guys..
i going for a short holiday le..
GENTING!!!
long time no go there le...
going to try out almost all the stuff there..
the last time i went there i was still young..
so gt alot of restriction..
now diff le..
hahas...
still gt alot of tings nid to do..
proposal for npcc outing..
4 sch projs...
haix..
going to be darn tired after i return..
duno whether still can finish all that b4 sch reopen..
okay...
now going to pack my stuff le..
ENJOY!!
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8:38 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
hey all..
i'm in sch nw..
having lecture..
so boring..
so i came to blog for fun..
hahas..
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12:38 PM
Monday, March 31, 2008
jux came bak from camp..
still not enough rest and slp..sian
but i really LOVE tat camp
can play and scold at the same time..
hahas.....jkjk
hope is batch of sec 3s can take control of the sec 2 n 1 well..
and GRATZ JIA JUN TO BECOME THE NEXT NPCC CHAIRMAN!!
though the night walk really bored mi out, still like tat scary faces tat are on my cadets..
as if they have as mi as a ghost.....
but wen i see their face, its like i saw a ghost myself..
some looks so restless until they wan faint liao..
lucky tat the campfire still managed to carry out nicely, if not camp no campfire not camp liao..
stop here..wan rest..
=)
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5:32 PM
