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Sunday, July 12, 2009

things have gone into another stage le..
i've decided to view things in another point of view..
different from what i am in the past le..
but sadly, the outcome seems to be the same as before..
well, maybe tings are meant to be in this way..
however, i will still strive hard for what i want and..
with determination, i'll most probably achieved it de.
but will i be able to do it.. tats another problem..

for now, i'll keep to low profile again..
although the feeling kinda weird, but this seems to be the best way/idea i've thot of..
when u told me the answer,
theres nth much i could do or react,
i can only nod my head and say yeayea..
i dun wan to start another 'conflict'..
although this has been rather demoralising, but if thats ur choice, i respected it..
well, i just hope that the future will be better

~~uncomplicated~~ music notes

12:16 AM

Sunday, July 5, 2009

haix.. issit really tat difficult?
problems comes one after another..

today, i made a very huge and serious mistake..
that particular person shld noe hu ba..
i will not reveal the identity of tat person.. (mysterious)
after the incident.. i felt very guilty, sad, disappointed, bad, awkard, and sorry..
I'M REALLY VERY VERY VERY SORRY!!!
i didn't expect it to turn out this way..
haix.. but i really wan to know the truth and ur answer.. =X
haix.. if i knew things were to turn out this way, i would't haven even started the conversation..
haix.. my Common Test is just tml and yet i still have time to blog..
haix.. although the problem can say its already settled, i still feel very guilty, sad and awkard..
haix.. SO MANY QUESTIONS, YET NO ANSWER!!
haix.. I'M NEITHER HERE, NOR THERE!!
SHOULD I? OR SHOULD I NOT??
maybe i shld tink of these qns after my Common Test ba..
but these kind of qns are very distracting!! Buay Tahan ARGH!!
if possible, i'll like to time travel to the day when we first met..
21/06/2008.. HSC.. Saturday!!

hahas.. thinking of this day makes me rmb tat the inter-unit drill comp is almost here too le.
15 augest!! haix!!
haven really train yet!
hope this batch of nco will guide them and train them well..

okay.. i'll need to cont wif my studies for tml's ppr..
cya all!

~~uncomplicated~~ music notes

8:07 PM